In an abusive family, the "troublemaker" is never the one who actually causes the problem. The "troublemaker" is the one who sees it, protests it, or exposes it.
Abusers control, manipulate & make you feel like you are the one with the problem. Stand up, speak out & take back your life. You are not to blame.
Abusive people have unwritten rules. One big unwritten rule is the rule of silence. I know this silence well; it was a big part of my life for a very long time. The victim knows the rules of silence & generally complies with those rules for fear of more abuse, or embarrassment by the abuser, which is also abuse. The silencing plan includes spinning the truth to the point of making it seem like everything is the victim's fault. This fear keeps the victim quiet. It's highly effective.
SOS speak out SURVIVORS. We are sending out an SOS. We have something we need to confess. We have been beaten & battered, broken & shattered. We have been demeaned & demoralized & it's time society realized it is time to make a stand, make a demand for change. No women, child or human being should have to tolerate any form of abuse & yet, they keep letting our offenders loose. Speak out & spread the word. Our voices need to be heard. Speak out SURVIVORS & let your story be told.
Ever known a narcissist? They will verbally & emotionally abuse you, using put downs, criticisms & insults. Then when you stand up for yourself, they come unglued & say you are the toxic one.
Anyone who allows evil to exist & remains SILENT is a part of it.
Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; but define yourself.
The scapegoat represents both the evidence of the truth that could shatter the narcissist mother's pretend world & the blame for the trail of destruction the narcissistic personality disorder mother leaves behind. Make no mistake about it, a true narcissistic parent who is high enough on the narcissism spectrum will choose to destroy all evidence of the truth, rather than be exposed or held accountable.
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Your story is the key that can unlock someone else's prison. Share your story!
Even if you find your voice, sometimes it does not matter anymore, when you speak to someone who is deaf by choice.
The longer SURVIVORS spend with no contact, the more everything makes sense.
A NOT SO TALL TALE ABOUT YUKON ~JACK by yukon jack
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"Once upon a time, a long time ago in a slave Midwestern state, a young man who was to become Yukon Jack the writer was having a magical boyhood in the woods observing Nature while trying to escape the religious indoctrination. I was born into a sexually repressed and very deeply emotionally depressed Christian society and I didn’t like it one bit and I found my escape by getting away from my family and being alone in the woods.
Nature was my refuge from the madness of modern society and its slave indoctrination centers called churches and obedience centers called schools. I wanted nothing with neither, don’t get me wrong, I love to study and read, but I didn’t like adults lying to me about God and history. It was only a matter of time before I and many others were singing along silently with the hit Pink Floyd tune Another Brick in the Wall:
We don’t need no education We dont need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers leave them kids alone Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone! All in all it’s just another brick in the wall. All in all you’re just another brick in the wall.
My teachers recognized my resistance and often made examples of me, embarrassing and humiliating me in front of the rest of the class. I took the abuse nobly. You really have to be an arrogant asshole to do what every teacher does in America, stand up in front of bunch of innocent children and lie your ass off just to get a paycheck. Most teachers are pathetic cowards, spineless bricks in the church-state wall of evil.
I can still vaguely remember when one lay teacher teaching catechism, a stern yet nice older woman looked directly into my eyes one morning and said to the class and to me, “You really don’t believe what I am saying do you?”. I didn’t answer out of pure fear, there was no way I could challenge the entire doctrine of what was being offered, I just stared blankly back at her incredulity as if looking at a nondescript ancient brick wall that needed to be torn down.
I can remember my entire life as internal rebellion against all that was being imposed on my impressionable mind, especially by the religion of my parents. What I wanted and what they were saying went against my desires, my very being was trying to flee their self imposed imprisonment. I didn’t know it at the time, but now after decades of soul searching and writing I can now articulate the situation, I wanted to live and they were already dead and awaiting termination.
Christians are part of a huge world wide Jewish death cult, they are real life Zombies whose brains are infected with death cult memes. Religions are memetic viruses being passed from generation to generation, they are not truth about god or our life-death situation, they are simply memeplexes that gained dominance by rules of Natural Selection. Memes follow the same rules as genes, they have to survive, thus religious memes that survive are aggressive and dominant regardless of what they are doing to the human host.
The incredible popularity of Pink Floyd’s number one album of all time The Dark Side of the Moon, meant that I wasn’t the only one, and I hope my essays appeal to those that also want to live, to really live life outside of the repressive Judeo-Christian culture of endless warmongering. I am sick of Christianity and the Amerikan nation it built, a disgusting nation of cowardly Judeo-Christian retards now celebrating the American Sniper movie rationalizing the mass murdering actions of it’s Christianized soldiers.
During my upbringing, I didn’t feel very connected to my own family – religious indoctrination can do that, those that were buying the religious memes felt alien to someone outside that mental structure, by letting the Christian program into their souls, were becoming intolerable to my very being. As a result I became alienated from my own family, I was having nothing to do with the Jew religion of Christianity, its self sacrifices, it’s end of life survive death wish. I couldn’t understand why anyone even cared, who cares about old age or dying? I wanted to live now, those concerns of what happened after death were not part of my reality.
I had no idea at the time what was really going on, that humans were just the first earth specie gaining self awareness from an evolving big brain. They were waking up in the matrix, they were scared out of their wits, afraid of starving, afraid of not having enough. Religion gave them the answers, religion tamed the terrified mind. Americans, who had more than any other nation in history were the most scared, so repressed and frightened as to put up with the completely contrived Vietnam War, killing without conscience.
The Vietnam quagmire was a perfect reflection of middle America, bound to duty and to death cult memes, “God and Country” as they say, Americans suffered their own internal cultural insanity. After all it wasn’t Hindus sending their children overseas to kill some fourth world rice patty dwellers – it was first world Judeo-Christian Yahweh indoctrinated war mongers doing, waving the flag and clutching their Holy Bibles and perfectly willing to kill the incredibly gentle and beautiful Vietnamese people.
Americans can not believe they are the monsters tearing up the world for their Jewish masters, this is due to the myth they whole heartedly subscribe. Western peoples can not see the monster within, that monster is the the Jewish written Holy Bible indoctrination, the upload of the evil memes that turns a normal loving and joyful human into a Talmudic directed psychopathic killer. Yahweh kills and to be a man, to be right with god, so must you kill for the Jew. This Jewish Bible hatred for the other drives American wars, witness the popularity of psycho Christian indoctrinated sniper Chris Kyle.
Not I, I wasn’t fooled by any of it. I knew it was wrong, I could feel it was wrong. That is what separated me from them, those internal soul feelings were more dominant in my being than theirs, I did not let fear rule, I did not believe in a fear based myth, I did not feel that I needed to be saved. So my other favorite song in those unbearable teen years was Baba O’Riley by The Who with the infamous lyric “I don’t need to be forgiven..”
This idea that I was somehow born guilty and owed my life to God, or that I owed a corrupt government taxes or war service didn’t resonate with me. I didn’t owe anyone anything and all these adults who thought this were already dead. Teachers and preachers are real life Zombies, dead people that want to eat your brains, infecting others with their memetic viruses, getting others diseased to do the dirty work of the Jew.
We are free beings on an lovely planet infested by superstitious Bible carrying primates who are to timid to confront their own fears and are willing to bomb whole nations into ruin before they self examine the bullshit Bible memes running on their brain hard drive. The God of the Jews is a big mother fucking lie and Christians need to get over it and see the Jewish shitheads starting WW3. No god tells you to kill the other. The Jew simply invented a god to motivate you to do his dirty work. God is a meme, he only exists in a book and in your mind, and once this virus is uploaded, the infected becomes the tool of the Jew.
What took my entire life to realize is that Christianity is an insane Jewish death cult. There is no angry god, there is no afterlife punishment, no god is going to judge us, no loving god is even capable of judgment. Humans judge, not god. Those in the flesh judge, those in spirit can not judge. Judgment is associated with competition for food and survival in the material realm, judgment has no role in the realm of spirit. All those who go to the other side tell us that is the way it is and that can also be logically deduced.
Since there is no judgment except from us (and no afterlife judgment except the one we imagine in the next life), we are obviously projecting our own limitations into that realm, thus we don’t need to be saved by Jesus or anyone else. We only need to be saved from Jewish literature. We need to be saved from the bad thinking of Mr. Jew. In fact our salvation comes when we as a specie wake up from history and then end the Jew, but first we must realize that believing in a judging god is making our collective ego god.
So while the whole world is completely mad and going to hell in a hand basket, you won’t see me holding hands with the Gentile slave singing praises to Israel or Yahweh, you will never see me at a Christian wedding or saying dinner prayers to the father god, it is all an insane lies of power mad theists who made you feel guilty for being alive. The judging Jewish ego is not my god, the Jew is not my god, the Jew is the evil consuming the world and salvation is realizing that the Jew is Satan.
I want nothing to do with Christian Amerika. I will be running from you Christians in the glorious healthy body that Nature created, without shoes I will be running down that pristine redwood leafed trail back to the godhead, away from you. Like a deer I will run from the madness of this world and the myth that bonds you to the Jewish warmongering civilization that never satiates it’s bloodlust. Have fun in your upcoming wars, have fun acting out your Bible memes, have fun killing for Yahweh, have fun taking your soul to hell for the ego of Mr. Jew.
So what I see coming this year is nuclear war with Russia. This insane culture not satisfied with the Jewish bloodlust of wrecking so many Middle Eastern states, is not completely out of it’s mind arming the Kiev Junta, the Jew installed government attacking it’s own citizens exactly like the Israelis attacking the people of Gaza. They are now shelling civilian areas just like Israel does. Mother fucking Jews are starting WW3. Are your ready for the fallout?"
Written by Yukon Jack~
"It's Super Bowl Sunday, and while any American with an once of testosterone is glued to the TV watching a band of whiteskins and blackskins calling themselves redskins chase buffalo, my friend and I, Rapid City on business, decide to visit Mount Rushmore." Wasichu graffiti carved into the sacred heart of Paha Sapa by Dr. Sally Roesch Wagner
"Washington's noble Roman profile peeks first around the corner as we crawl up the winding highway, and I feel a twinge of patriotism as I view the one constant who watched in silent judgment as I struggled through my childhood lessons to be a good American. around another curve and he is joined by his wall buddy, "four score an seven years ago" Lincoln, (minus his tall hat), and the the pony-tailed penman who write us into liberty. The short guy, who always looked taller on his horse, with his funny aren't-they-going-to-fall-off-his-face glasses, joins the party.
We drive around the tiered parking lot and stop the car right in front. We march quickly down the flag-waving Avenue of states, past the concession stand (fudge made in the shadow of Mount Rushmore) and the gift shop featuring British porcelain, coming to a halt facing the Shrine of Democracy.
It's very big. and very white. "Why these four?" we wonder out loud, after the first awe wears off. Washington is obvious. Yeah, but I remember my first-grade grandson's horror when he learned that the father of our country owned slaves. And my surprise when I first read that Washington was called "Village Destroyer" by the Iroquois, for his scorched-earth policy of burning their villages, caches of food, even their fruit trees, during the Revolutionary War, in preparation for taking their land to pay the soldiers. The Iroquois women would cover their heads whenever the name "George Washington" was spoken.
George Washington to James Duane - September 7, 1783 My ideas ... therefore of the line of Conduct proper to be observed not only towards the Indians, but for the government of the Citizens of America, in their settlement of the Western Country (which is intimately connected therewith) are simply these [:]
That the Indians should be informed, that after a Contest of eight years for the Sovereignty of this Country G: Britain [sic] has ceded all the Lands of the United States within the limits described by the arte. [sic] of the Provisional Treaty.
That as they (the Indians) maugre [sic] all the advice and admonition which could be given them at the commencement; and during the prosecution of the War could not be restrained from acts of Hostility, but were determined to join their Arms to those of G Britain [sic] and to share their fortune; so, consequently, with a less generous People than Americans they would be made to share the same fate; and be compelled to retire along with them beyond the Lakes [Canada]. But as we prefer peace to a state of Warfare, as we consider them to be a deluded People; as we perswade [sic] ourselves that they are convinced, from experience, of their error in taking up the Hatchet against us, and that their true Interest and safety must now depend on our friendship. As the Country is large enough to contain us all; and as we are disposed to be kind to them and to partake of their Trade, we will from these considerations and from motives of Compn. [compassion?], draw a veil over what is past and establish a boundary line between them and us beyond which we will endeavor to restrain our People from Hunting or Settling, and within which they [Indians] shall not come, but for the purpose of Trading, Treating, or other business unexceptionable [sic] in it's nature.
In establishing this line, in the first instance, care should be taken neither to yield nor to grasp to grasp at too much. But to endeavor to impress the Indians with an idea of the generosity of our disposition to accommodate them, and with the necessity we are under, of providing for our Warriors, our Young People who are growing up, and strangers who are coming from other Countries to live among us, and if they should make a point of it, or appear dissatisfied at the line we may find it necessary to establish, compensation should be made them for their claims within it...
...the Settlemt. [sic] of the Western Country and making a Peace with the Indians are so analogous that there can be no definition of the one without involving considerations of the other. For I repeat it, again, and I am clear in my opinion, that policy and oeconomy [sic] point very strongly to the expediency of being upon good terms with the Indians, and the propriety of purchasing their Lands in preference to attempting to drive them by force of arms out of their Country; which as we have already experienced is like driving the Wild Beast of the Forest which will return as soon as the pursuit is at an end and fall perhaps on those that are left there; when the gradual extension of our Settlements will as certainly cause the Savage as the Wolf to retire; both being beasts of prey tho' they differ in shape. In a word there is nothing to be obtained by an Indian War but the Soil they live on and this can be had by purchase at less expense [sic], and without that bloodshed, and those distresses which helpless Women and Children are made partakers of in all kinds of disputes with them...
Jefferson is the shoe-in, except that he also had slaves and may have used one of them sexually. Then there was his geographic confusion that the road to India lay to the west, through the Pacific ports, but benevolently he planned to turn the Indians living in the way into little laced and pony-tailed replicas of himself through education. [Note supplied by JSD:
In 1807 Jefferson so stated that " ...if ever we are constrained to lift the hatchet against any tribe we will never lay it down til that tribe is exterminated, or driven beyond the Mississippi...in war they will kill some of us; But we will destroy all of them. "] Teddy Roosevelt, of course, perfected that scheme of Manifest Destiny, [Note supplied by JSD:
Extermination and land appropriation " ...was as ultimately beneficial as it was imevitable. Such conquests are sure to come when a masterful people, still in it's raw barbarian prime, finds itself face to face with the weaker and wholly alien race which holds a coveted prize in it's feeble grasp "] but Lincoln is the one good apple. Who can say anything wrong about him? Harriet Tubman, for one, the underground railroad conductor who brought more than 200 slaves to freedom. She refused to shake the hand of the "Pontius Pilate of the slaves" as abolitionists like Tubman called Lincoln. Although he was elected on an anti-slavery ticket, Lincoln initially turned his back on the slave, saying he was fighting the Civil War to preserve the Union. He rescinded the nation's first emancipation proclamation issued by Gen. Fremont in Missouri, and only issued his own when he was forced into by his own party. That same year Lincoln authorized the largest mass murder in this country, when 38 Santee Indians were hung in Mankato, Minn., for defending their land. No woman ever put any of these men into office, we realize, because democracy in this country didn't apply to women, even white ones, until 1920. They represent the "oligarchy of sex" which ruled over women, as the suffragists called our political system.
They also represent the tyranny of race. I remember the words of Mount Rushmore's creator, Gutzom Borglum. Right on the spot where my friend and I are, he said, "We are standing on territory once belonging to the Sioux Indians...We are standing on their very land, for which we never paid a cent - just stole it from them and lied about it. "The Supreme Court agreed, Justice Blackmun in the 1980 opinion declaring that the Black Hills had been taken illegally, summarizing: "A more ripe and rank case of illegal dealing will never, in all probability be found in our history."
Borglum concluded, "these are the things we probably will do something about some day." I think, standing on the site of his words, that we haven't done it yet.
" Still trying to play "give you a string of beads for New York," the Supreme Court offered the Sioux, the Lakota, a trickle of what the tourist traps dotting their scared land take in each year as compensation.
The Sioux said no. They're still saying no. Willing to give up the land which is now in the private use of whites, they want just compensation for it. And they want the public land in the Black Hills returned to them. It's minimal.
If I did learn anything about democracy from those stone faces starting down at me, it is that a democracy required an educated citizenry. We need to know in order to decide. That citizenry, now tucked in theirs homes watching a mock historic replay of "redskins" destroying "buffalo" will again venture out of their homes into their Winnebagos and head for the hills this summer in droves.
They will ooh and aah at the first nose view of Washington, find a place in the packed parking lot, make their way through the crowded Avenue of States, stand in line for fudge imbued with the spirit of democracy, pick up a trinket or two for the folks at home, and leave, uneducated.
They will not know what the sculpture of Mouth Rushmore knew, that they are standing on stolen land that has never been paid for. They will not know that the majestic shrine they are visiting is nothing more than Wasichu graffiti carved into the sacred heart of Paha Sapa. They will not know that, even the women who can now vote, to pressure their senators and representatives to once again introduce legislation to bring justice to the site of democracy.
I suspect that Thomas Jefferson (who was probably the best of the lot) would consider this white washing taking place before his carved eyes as evidence that his vision of democracy, imperfect as it might have been, had turned to stone in America."
The God of the Old Testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all fiction: jealous and proud of it; a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully.
- Richard Dawkins
There is plenty of evil in “the Good Book,” but here are some highlights:
1. God drowns the whole earth. In Genesis 7:21-23, God drowns the entire population of the earth: men, women, children, fetuses, and perhaps unicorns. Only a single family survives. In Matthew 24:37-42, gentle Jesus approves of this genocide and plans to repeat it when he returns.
2. God kills half a million people. In 2 Chronicles 13:15-18, God helps the men of Judah kill 500,000 of their fellow Israelites.
3. God slaughters all Egyptian firstborn. In Exodus 12:29, God the baby-killer slaughters all Egyptian firstborn children and cattle because their king was stubborn.
4. God kills 14,000 people for complaining that God keeps killing them. In Numbers 16:41-49, the Israelites complain that God is killing too many of them. So, God sends a plague that kills 14,000 more of them.
5. Genocide after genocide after genocide. In Joshua 6:20-21, God helps the Israelites destroy Jericho, killing “men and women, young and old, cattle, sheep and donkeys.” In Deuteronomy 2:32-35, God has the Israelites kill everyone in Heshbon, including children. In Deuteronomy 3:3-7, God has the Israelites do the same to the people of Bashan. In Numbers 31:7-18, the Israelites kill all the Midianites except for the virgins, whom they take as spoils of war. In 1 Samuel 15:1-9, God tells the Israelites to kill all the Amalekites – men, women, children, infants, and their cattle – for something the Amalekites’ ancestors had done 400 years earlier.
6. God kills 50,000 people for curiosity. In 1 Samuel 6:19, God kills 50,000 men for peeking into the ark of the covenant. (Newer cosmetic translations count only 70 deaths, but their text notes admit that the best and earliest manuscripts put the number at 50,070.)
7. 3,000 Israelites killed for inventing a god. In Exodus 32, Moses has climbed Mount Sinai to get the Ten Commandments. The Israelites are bored, so they invent a golden calf god. Moses comes back and God commands him: “Each man strap a sword to his side. Go back and forth through the camp from one end to the other, each killing his brother and friend and neighbor.” About 3,000 people died.
8. The Amorites destroyed by sword and by God’s rocks. In Joshua 10:10-11, God helps the Israelites slaughter the Amorites by sword, then finishes them off with rocks from the sky.
9. God burns two cities to death. In Genesis 19:24, God kills everyone in Sodom and Gomorrah with fire from the sky. Then God kills Lot’s wife for looking back at her burning home.
10. God has 42 children mauled by bears. In 2 Kings 2:23-24, some kids tease the prophet Elisha, and God sends bears to dismember them. (Newer cosmetic translations say the bears “maul” the children, but the original Hebrew, baqa, means “to tear apart.”)
11. A tribe slaughtered and their virgins raped for not showing up at roll call. In Judges 21:1-23, a tribe of Israelites misses roll call, so the other Israelites kill them all except for the virgins, which they take for themselves. Still not happy, they hide in vineyards and pounce on dancing women from Shiloh to take them for themselves.
12. 3,000 crushed to death. In Judges 16:27-30, God gives Samson strength to bring down a building to crush 3,000 members of a rival tribe.
13. A concubine raped and dismembered. In Judges 19:22-29, a mob demands to rape a godly master’s guest. The master offers his daughter and a concubine to them instead. They take the concubine and gang-rape her all night. The master finds her on his doorstep in the morning, cuts her into 12 pieces, and ships the pieces around the country.
14. Child sacrifice. In Judges 11:30-39, Jephthah burns his daughter alive as a sacrificial offering for God’s favor in killing the Ammonites.
15. God helps Samson kill 30 men because he lost a bet. In Judges 14:11-19, Samson loses a bet for 30 sets of clothes. The spirit of God comes upon him and he kills 30 men to steal their clothes and pay off the debt.
16. God demands you kill your wife and children for worshiping other gods. In Deuteronomy 13:6-10, God commands that you must kill your wife, children, brother, and friend if they worship other gods.
17. God incinerates 51 men to make a point. In 2 Kings 1:9-10, Elijah gets God to burn 51 men with fire from heaven to prove he is God.
18. God kills a man for not impregnating his brother’s widow. In Genesis 38:9-10, God kills a man for refusing to impregnate his brother’s widow.
19. God threatens forced cannibalism. In Leviticus 26:27-29 and Jeremiah 19:9, God threatens to punish the Israelites by making them eat their own children.
20. The coming slaughter. According to Revelation 9:7-19, God’s got more evil coming. God will make horse-like locusts with human heads and scorpion tails, who torture people for 5 months. Then some angels will kill a third of the earth’s population. If he came today, that would be 2 billion people.
Now, Christians have spent thousands of years coming up with excuses for a loving god that would allow or create such evil
Ephesians 1:4-6 4 For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love 5 he[a] predestined us for adoption to sonship[b] through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will— 6 to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves.
Matthew 25:41
Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
