EVIL SPIRITS

 

Many of us have had run-ins with Al-Kuhl at one point or another in our lives. Whether it is us who is under the influence or a close relative/friend, we have all witnessed the evil work of the Al-Kuhl. Turning beings into something they are not and leaving them with no recollection of their journey through hell with him.

Al-Kul has turned singular souls into their own worst nightmare. Al-Kuhl has turned loving family’s into hated adversaries. Al-Kuhl has ruined the lives of many good men and women, yet he is still free to roam the earth, causing chaos amongst the land.

I know all of this because I have laid at the knees of the Al-Kuhl influence. I have witnessed it first hand through my experience under the Influence and secondly, I witnessed the work of him at a young age after watching his influence tear my parents apart.

From trouble with authority, to random street fights, to a Christmas day spent in severe pain with concussion. I have had many encounters with Al-Kuhl, many of which I was lucky to walk out from remaining with my freedom.

I am thankful to have noticed his evil presence at such an early age, as it has allowed me to cut off all connection with Al-Kuhl, before his influence put my life in any more danger.

I hope that what I am about to share with you today, can be the all decisive factor in your choice of siding with the Al-Kuhl or not. At the very least I should hope that what I write today will give you enough insight to open your eyes, and open your mind, to the truths of the Al-Kuhl.

Who and what is Al-Kuhl?

I apologise to those of you who love to get twisted come the weekend but I have some bad news. Al-Kuhl is the Arabic word from which alcohol is derived. In its Arabic translation Al-Kuhl means: Body-Eating Spirit.

When we consume high amounts of alcohol we are in effect, extracting the soul essence out of our body. The environment becomes so polluted and so toxic that our true spirit has no choice but to leave until the conditions are better, allowing other entities of lower vibrational frequencies to take us out for a spin. This is part of the reason as to why we get blackout drunk, having no recollection of the nights drastic events that unfolded — apart from the black eye that you noticed by looking in the mirror.

Why do you think the strongest of alcoholic beverages are called ‘spirits’?

He will make you feel good about evil, temporarily, until it all comes back to bite you.

Which it always does, every cause creates an effective action and every action reaps a consequence. Good actions reap positive consequence and bad actions reap negative consequences, ultimately meaning that we get what we give — it’s a law of life.

Now I want you to think, how many times have you been so intoxicated, that you are not in control of your own actions? You look back at the night and think to yourself “Well that was stupid, why would I ever choose to do that?”

The chances are, your true soul didn’t choose to do that, another lower frequency entity did. That is why the next morning when your true soul returns, you are left in anquish wondering how you could possibly have been so stupid.

It is important to remember that it isn’t the lower frequency entity that has to deal with the consequences, ohh no, he is long gone by the time you deal with the cost of his actions. Rather it is your true soul, yourself, that takes all responsibility and consequence.

You might be saying — “But if I’m not in control of my actions, then how am I to blame?”

You were the one who decided to take part in the consumption of Al-Kuhl, so it is you who must pay the ultimate price for your own actions.

What are the predominant effects of Al-Kuhl, why are some so enticed towards it if it serves no good?

My father was an alcoholic, he left home and basically decided to spend the rest of his free time at the pub, drinking towards his demise. Ever since I was much younger I would go and see him every now and again, the location would always be the pub. So ever since a young age I was subjected to see the effects of alcohol on others, in a smelly pub filled with cigarette smoke. The aftershock effects of this younger life experience might be one of the reasons as to why, later on life, I went on my own downfall with Al-Kuhl. At age 17 I spent just under two years, getting drunk almost every day without fail. So having being through all of this I can say that there are a multitude of reasons as to why people resort, to consuming such a devilish drink. Here are 2 of the main reasons;

1. They seek escapism from life: Many people not only work jobs they hate, but they live life’s that they hate, leading them to seek an escape from the daily stresses of life. Many people spend 5 days of their week counting down the hours until the weekend arrives, so that they can go out and party to forget about life temporarily.
2. They seek a solution for happiness: Many people who are unhappy with certain circumstances within their life resort to heavy drinking, as they believe it is a solution for happiness — failing to realise that the alcohol only amplifies their current state of emotion. Not only this, but it will cause them to find more misery later down the line.

To start with, yes, alcohol can provide those two things — a form of escape and a feeling of happiness. But once the dose gets heavier and gets used more often you will start to see the reverse of those effects.

Don’t be fooled by this temporary feeling of joy and escape, for you run the risk of leaving yourself trapped in with more misery.

Why is Al-Kul so freely prescribed if it causes no good to man?

Despite these devilish effects I have currently spoke about, there are also a high number of negative health effects that come from heavy drinking — so why is it so freely available for all to consume? It just doesn’t make sense right?

To start with you just have to take a look at how much money the booze market brings in yearly. In 2015 the UK economy alone, brought in £1.6billion from taxes on alcohol consumption. Why would they choose to shut that amount of yearly income down?

Now for the deeper reasons…

Firstly, alcohol numbs down your truest self, your true power and potential. By lowering your vibrational frequency alcohol can keep your trapped, living the same days life on repeat. Constantly wasting your week in misery, just so you can enjoy a brief rememberance of a good time at the weekend.

Secondly, it makes people think that the answers to their problems lies outside of their self, that it lies at the bottom of an empty bottle which ultimately, only causes more problems. It’s a vicious cycle, designed to further enslave the population to keep us under control.

Do you really think that by getting drunk you can find the answer to your problems, whilst lacking control and the ability to focus? Absolutely not. Do you really think they want us to find the answers to our problems? Absolutely not. Our problems not only keep us trapped in the dark, but they keep them in a business that thrives by feeding off of our pure energies.

Lastly, when people get blackout drunk and become possessed by another entity, you will usually see violence and evil. This is so they can put fear into our minds, to make us feel weakened, to make us feel like we are highly vulnerable to being subjected to such evil. Which is false, you are at a higher risk of being subjected to such evil if you follow in the steps of Al-Kuhl, or if you purely focus on the evil which is out there. Which is what they want you to do, why do you think the headlines are usually about violence and evil? They want to plant fear in your mind to hold you back from the abundant life you deserved from birth.

‘You recieve what it is that you put your full focus on; if you focus on the bad then you shall recieve bad, if you focus on the good then you shall recieve something much greater.’

How can we avoid a bad encounter with Al-Kuhl?

The easiest and best way to stay clear from this trap is to simply realise that your drinking habit might actually be serving you more bad than good. Realise that the solution to your answers doesn’t lie within the escape that an empty bottle brings, rather they are found by standing up to your problems and facing them.

As for happiness, realise that it comes from within and can only be influenced by outer sources of self. Realise that you have the power to decide whether you wish to be happy or sad. Realise that you have the power to seek and recieve a more fulfilling job, which doesn’t leave you in misery wishing your week away.

Realise that all the power you ever sought from an outside source lies deep within yourself, brewing, waiting to be unleashed.

A positive note to end.

After such a deeply insightful, worrying article full of negative facts, I feel it is necessary to end this one on a positive note — especially for those of you who love the occasional glass of wine with Christmas Dinner.

Drinking in moderation, once in a blue moon, will not cause you much harm!

Yes. By all means enjoy your glass of wine at that very rare family meal, enjoy a nice beverage on your friends birthday to celebrate. Just remain aware of what level you are on, and remain conscious not to excessively drink.

It is only then, once the substance is overused and the dosage becomes to much, that we will start to harness all of the negative effects that Al-Kuhl influences on us.

Stay aware, remain conscious and stay safe!

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ADDICTED TO SUFFERING

 

Don’t take anything personally because by taking things personally you set yourself up to suffer for nothing. Humans are addicted to suffering at different levels and to different degrees, and we support each other in maintaining these addictions. Humans agree to help each other suffer. If you have the need to be abused, you will find it easy to be abused by others. Likewise, if you are with people who need to suffer, something in you makes you abuse them. It is if they have a note on their back that says, “Please kick me.” They are asking for justification for their suffering. Their addiction to suffering is nothing but an agreement that is reinforced every day.

Wherever you go, you will find people lying to you, and as your awareness grows, you will notice that you also lie to yourself. Do not expect people to tell you the truth because they also lie to themselves. You have to trust yourself and choose to believe or not believe what someone says to you.

When we really see other people as they are without taking it personally, we can never be hurt by what they say or do. Even if others lie to you, it is okay. They are lying to you because they are afraid. They are afraid that you will discover that they are not perfect. It is painful to take that social mask off. If others say one thing, but do another, you are lying to yourself if you don’t listen to their actions. But if you are truthful with yourself, you will save yourself a lot of emotional pain. Telling yourself the truth about it may hurt, but you don’t need to be attached to the pain. Healing is on the way, and it’s just a matter of time before things will be better for you.

Don Miguel Ruiz

ADDICTION TO DRAMA

We’re all addicted to suffering and drama to some extent. This explains why I was so fanatical about religion and politics  and circumcision. My childhood was more like a war zone than a safe place so I was always on edge. It’s no wonder why when I grew up I felt more comfortable in toxic environments. It was familiar. When I became sober and cut ties with my birth family and all that was familiar and “comfortable” I had to replace it with something so I became a religious fanatic. Once I abandoned religion I became a political fanatic exposing  Christian Zionism and the Palestinian injustices. Once I abandoned politics, I became a raging activist speaking out against circumcision in the most harmful ways imaginable. Once I abandoned that addiction I became a yoga addict and still practice it on a daily basis. Yoga helped to bring stillness in my life. I then took up art which I still practice daily as well. I’m learning Shamanism now, which is actually an UNLEARNING and at the heart of this Native American study is finding your own truth/self.

 I see so many today suffering from political and religious fanaticism and it’s a reminder of what I used to be. It’s no different than alcoholism because it effects everyone in their path and the world as a whole. I sit back and watch and cringe and can only hope that they too will soon wake up and be free from their addiction of suffering and drama. And instead look within themselves for truth and healing. 

TWISTED ROOTS

 TWISTED ROOT HEADSTAND🌲 

Twisted family Roots

My family roots are pretty twisted.  Those who raised me and my

siblings had twisted family roots of their own which carried down

generation after generation.  In many ways I broke the family cycle of

addiction divorce and sexual abuse.  In order to do that I had to cut

off the bad branches (family members) to allow myself to grow a more

beautiful stronger fuller and healthier life. Trees require pruning to

grow healthier stronger and be more fruitful too! Even though the

roots will nourish to some degree the weaker branches, they will

eventually kill off the tree while smothering out the healthier

branches. Most people live out their entire lives without addressing

toxic issues from twisted family roots and the quality of their lives

are visibly different than those who have confronted it. I am living

proof of that and so are my children. I’m far from perfect and have

many inner child issues I deal with on a daily basis, my kids as well,

BUT we’re much less twisted than the roots of my family tree.

PEACE OF SOBRIETY IS PRICELESS

My first year or two of sobriety I cried A LOT. I rarely ever cried
because I saw my mother cry all the time and I didn’t want to be
anything like her. So I stuffed my feelings down since I started
drinking at age 14. It was uncontrollable crying at times often
leading to laughter. My emotions were all over the place like I had
left off from that 14 year old little girl in a 40 year old’s body.


I ate and craved junk food and allowed myself to eat whatever I wanted
because that was what filled the empty void booze had left. I also
waked 3 miles a day and started a blog I named MIND VOMIT because all
of my thoughts, the good bad and ugly, were typed out on my little
laptop for nobody’s benefit but my own. It was dark and twisty, but so
were all the dirty little secrets I was told by my drunk mother to
keep.


My back broke out that first year. I’ve never been one to have acne
but it was horrible boil-like pimples covering my upper back. I had no
idea at the time but I’’m convinced now 8 years later it was alcohol
toxins leaving my body.


My surroundings seemed more clear and vibrant, I started noticing
things I never did before, I studied religion world cultures and
medicine as if my brain was a sponge. I was never a good student in
school mind you, I started drinking and drugs at age14.


I cut ties with all of my drinking buddies and abusive family members.
I didn’t put myself in positions that would trigger me to drink.
Luckily my husband was never a drinker so I didn’t have to deal with
any of that.


But I did have to deal with my past to get where I am today and that
is the hardest part. Dealing with things we tried to drink away. Not
drinking is the easy part of sobriety. Sitting with feelings is the
real challenge, that where the work is.  So many people fail at
sobriety because they refuse to sit alone with themselves and do it. I
think it’s the key to a sober peaceful life. It was for me anyway and
I encourage it strongly to anyone seriously wanting to be free from
the chains of addiction.

 

STAYING SOBER

In order for me to stay sober I had to cut ties with my birth family. I just recently reconciled with them after 8 years of no contact, and it has only confirmed that what I did was right. I have evolved a lot over those 8 years, and they have not. I look at my life now, what I have and who I’ve become, and I know without a doubt that none of it would be possible had I kept my relationship with them. Many people think just because they’re “family” they somehow have a right to abuse you and you just have to deal with it. This is a recipe for disaster for staying sober and will prevent you from ever getting to a healthy place within yourself. 

If your family can’t respect your boundaries, then they do not deserve a place in your life. If you want to remain sober you must believe this without guilt or regret. Of course it won’t be easy but trust me it’s a guarantee for your success towards a lifetime of sobriety. 

Examples of boundaries: you want nothing to do with your sexual abusive family member (not even a mention of their name) If your family can’t respect this boundary, you must go no contact.  Another boundary example: they can no longer deny family traumas/abuse that caused you to turn to addiction. If they keep making excuses or worse yet, call you a liar, you must go no contact. Your peace and health and happiness are priceless. It will be worth any pain this will cause you or your toxic family members. I don’t agree with “blood is thicker than water.” I believe family can be people who are unrelated to you. Family will respect you, they will validate your abuse, they will not defend your abuser or make excuses for them. They will protect you. And they will respect your boundaries and abide by them without a fuss. Once you feel safe from people who have done nothing but cause you harm and turmoil, then your chances of recovery increase ten fold and you will start to heal those wounds that are rooted within your addiction. I’m living proof of that and seeing my birth family after 8 years of absence makes everything so much more clear. All I want is the same for others. (This does not mean you are being unloving and unforgiving. Forgiveness does not always equal reconciliation, and in order to love others you must first love yourself. That is the greatest gift of love you can give others  

10 SIGNS YOU ARE A SEXUAL MASTER 🔥

 

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CYCLE OF LOVE AVOIDANCE

HOW TO HEAL AND RE-PARENT YOUR INNER CHILD

How To Heal And Re-parent Your Inner Child

Your Inner Child is the echo of the child you once were. We each have our own history and we have all been influenced by our environment, events and the significant people around us. Our inner child has stored those memories, and their impact upon us.

I want to heartily encourage you to re-parent yourself and your inner child by lovingly caring for her and by doing these things as often as you can (these apply to both boys and girls)...

• Remind yourself how special and wonderful you were as a child
• Have a safe place that you can bring to mind where you and your inner child can meet and play together
• When you speak kindly to your inner child each day, have a loving and soothing inner voice – one that is supportive, soft, nurturing, patient and comforting

• Tell her/him she is now loved, valued, and appreciated by you
• Be sure to tell your inner little girl that shedoesn't have to prove herself to anyone
• She has nothing to feel guilty or ashamed about. None of what happened to her was ever her fault. She didn't deserve to be treated badly.
• She was just in the wrong place and had no means of escape – but she is now free at last!
• There is nothing wrong with her/him.Tell them how proud you are of them
• She needs to feel respected. Don't tolerate disrespect ever again
• Tell her that you will be her guardian, champion and protector from now on. Things will be OK and you will never let her come to any more harm
• She need never again fear being alone because you are always there for her now
• Apologise for not being aware of her pain and needs in the past, and of pushing her too hard sometimes to try and impress others
• Assure her that you will only allow safe, trustworthy and respectful people into your/her world now. Notice loving mothers who are caring for their babies and absorb that loving energy between a mother and child
• Reassure her that you will be alongside her either to speak up on her behalf, or to support her when she speaks up
• Agree upon a symbol of her freedom...something for her to summon up whenever she feels the need to escape and be alone with her thoughts. This might be (as some of my own clients have imagined) a ladder, a floating bubble, a sci-fi teleporter, a hot air balloon...anything that comes to mind that you/she can associate with release and freedom
• Regularly ask her how she's feeling and what she wants. Imagine sitting alongside that little girl, putting your arm around her shoulders and gently pulling her close to your heart. 
• She has a home in your heart that she will never have to leave. She is safe with you now

• If she wants to cry let her cry, and be there as her new mother to wipe her tears and soothe her pain or fear. Accept all her feelings and don't react negatively to what comes up. Be patient with her
• Remember that healing happens in different ways and time-frames. Promise to do your best to bring her the joy that has been missing from her life – and this will be profoundly healing for you both.
• Show respect to your body - the home of your inner child. Keep it clean and toxin free. Keep it safe and happy... like a good caring home should be
• Think of her emotional healing as being like the physical healing of a wound – one step at a time. Keep the wound free of further contamination. Avoid toxic people and environments. Don't ever let her swallow any more poison – particularly if you still keep in touch with toxic/unhealed family members
• Get back those things that brought you joy as a child – no matter how fleeting. Be sure to make a big thing of her birthdays and Christmas, holidays and achievements
• Set up creative activities for your playful inner child to enjoy! Bouncing, dancing, crafts, finger painting and anything else that takes her fancy. Drawing – from the right brain – is a great way to express your inner child's feelings. Allow doodling and unstructured drawing and see what emerges when you're in the 'zone' of childlike creativity. Don't judge her efforts... just as you wouldn't judge a child bringing her art work home from school to show you. Be proud and show it!
• Sing songs from childhood (whether you could sing well back then or not). Release any shame dumped on you for your singing ability - and instead enjoy stretching your vocal chords and making your own sounds that come from your heart and reach out into the world

• Encourage her to loosen up and allow physical and emotional intimacy (this will enhance your own sexual intimacy too). She must feel safe and unconditionally accepted to be able to do this. Show her that she can trust her own instincts and be guided by her own 'antennae' as to who is safe. She may doubt her ability based upon her mistakes in the past. You are healing now and as you grow in love for yourself and your life you won't want or allow anyone close to your inner child if they don't align with that self love and a conscious caring relationship
• Whenever you have to leave your deliberate connection with her, always imagine placing her back inside the warmth and safety of your loving heart.

Please remember that your inner child is a real part of your sub-conscious mind – a wounded child who needs your love, care and compassion...because no-one else can heal her pain and help her to make peace with the past.

NO MORE HANGOVERS!!

The best thing about sobriety is NO MORE HANGOVERS! No more waking up at 3 am regretting what I did, no more waking up with my tongue so dry it’s 5x it’s normal size, feeling like I’m going to puke and my head pounding with every breath. No more cancelling plans I knew I would never keep on recovery Sunday. No more laying on the couch scarfing down carbs all day watching crappy TV on a beautiful sunny day. No more ignoring phone calls due to painful guilt and shame for the night before. Or worse yet, trying to remember what the hell I did the night before. No more bloated face, saggy blood shot eyes and horrible smelly bathroom visits which couldn’t hide how badly I poisoned myself while “living it up and unwinding.” No more looks of pity from my husband who bought me coffee from my favorite place, only I was too sick to even smell it let alone drink it. No more hating myself for having lost control yet again! Sobriety isn’t something I have to do, it’s something I get to do, because I have the power now.. not the drug. I get to wake up every morning knowing I never have to experience those humiliating feelings ever again. So for those who pity us boring sober folks, it's the other way around.